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30 March 2008
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i was really at the point of giving up. just a few days ago, i was really hopeless and all i wanted to do was pass time and get the day over and done with. not really bothering what came before and what's coming next. i didn't care for the moment or any moment in fact. i knew my life was fucked up and i was too tired to mend it back into place.it was just a be there for the sake of being there kind of thing for these past few days. but the girls didn't just leave me alone. they were there for me, holding on to me for the very few small steps i took. despite being a cranky bitch crying my fucking heart out and hating the world, they stood by me. so thank you girls, for holding on, for believing. i realise that i'm very much a very flawed human. so i sincerely thank those who haven't given up on me cos if i was someone else, i would have just given up on myself. but life's been throwing small pleasures at me. i know this is not going to be for long so i'm going to suck up and bask in the small pleasures im getting and then grit my teeth and stuck through this fucked up life. because at the end of the day, i know i will have someone i can lean on. so i'm going to close my eyes and pretend its a good life while ignoring the stupid little tension that have been bulding up in the house and in the world. |
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nor liyana mohd khalis.i'm always in love with pretty boys. like as if i don't learn from experience, i always give in to sweet words. and i never learn from the past. i'm vulnerable to hurt, but i'd like to believe i'm stronger than i seem. jauh di dasar hatiku, aku tahu aku masih kasihimu dan menyintaimu. namun kau sudah berpunya, kau sudah bercinta. disini kita berakhir, tergantung segala cerita dan kisah lama. wishlist
an arsenal jersey please.to watch a play. tagboard
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